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Gutter Gospel: A Story of Hope from the Hardest Places (Ep.184)

Gutter Gospel: A Story of Hope from the Hardest Places (Ep.184)

Mike Smith joins me, a veteran whose life story is a raw, honest testimony of addiction, mental illness, homelessness, and ultimately, redemption. Mike takes us deep into his journey — from growing up with trauma, battling substance abuse and suicidal attempts, to finding hope through faith and a life-changing encounter with Jesus Christ.

This episode is about real recovery, real pain, and real grace. Mike shares how brokenness shaped his life, how the “gutter” became the place where God met him, and why our stories matter more than our scars. His message is simple but powerful: no one is too far gone, and healing is possible.

Mike is the author of Gutter Gospel: The Road to Redemption, a memoir that dives even deeper into his story and the power of testimony. Today, Mike speaks openly to encourage those who feel stuck, lost, or overwhelmed by addiction, trauma, or mental health struggles.

If this episode resonates with you, Mike welcomes connection and conversation. You can reach him directly at Mike@TheGutterGospel.com and learn more about his mission, book, and speaking work at TheGutterGospel.com.

This is a story of faith, recovery, and hope — straight from the gutter to redemption.

 

Redeemed, Not Defined by my Past - Breaking Every Chain (Ep. 183)

Redeemed, Not Defined  by my Past—  Breaking Every Chain (Ep. 183)

What happens when childhood survival turns into adult addiction-and God steps in with redemption?    

In this episode of Genuine Life Recovery, Russell Ramos shares his powerful story of growing up in instability, carrying unhealed wounds into adulthood, and eventually finding freedom through recovery, surrender, and faith. Raised in an environment shaped by fear, confusion, and emotional chaos, Russell learned early how to survive—but those same coping skills later led him into addiction and broken identity.

Through the recovery process and a life-changing encounter with God, Russell began to experience healing that went deeper than sobriety. In this conversation, he opens up about trauma, addiction, shame, grace, and what it truly means to break free from the chains of the past. His story is honest, hopeful, and deeply encouraging for anyone who feels stuck, discouraged, or unsure if real change is possible.

This episode is for those navigating addiction recovery, healing from childhood wounds, or seeking spiritual freedom. Russell’s journey is a reminder that your past does not define you, healing is possible, and redemption is real.

You are not too broken. You are not alone. Freedom is available.

Grace in Recovery: A Biblical Walk through the 12 Steps (Pt. 2 Ep. 182)

Grace in Recovery: A Biblical Walk through the 12 Steps (Pt. 2 Ep. 182)

Tune in for a tender but truth-telling journey into how God meets us right in the middle of addiction, trauma, and everyday mess—and slowly, patiently, makes us new. In this episode I talk with author, counselor, and cancer survivor David Zailer as we walk through all 12 steps, showing how they rise straight out of Scripture and how they become a practical path for real people who are hurting, angry, ashamed, and scared to hope again.​

This conversation is deeply personal. David shares how alcohol once felt like his only solution, the thing that quieted a lifetime of pain, and what it was like to have that “solution” stripped away, leaving a raw sadness and shame that nothing could numb anymore. He talks about learning, one shaky day at a time, that addiction is more than bad choices—it is neurological enslavement rooted in trauma and family history—and how honest community, recovery rooms, and the steps gave him language, tools, and companions to walk out of that bondage.​

Together, we move from Step One’s powerless confession to Step Twelve’s call to give it all away, weaving in Romans, James, the Gospels, and the Serenity Prayer. We sit in the hard questions: Why didn’t prayer alone “fix” it? What does it mean to let God define sanity? How do you face inventories, amends, and old anger without collapsing back into shame?​

Grace in Recovery is for anyone who has white-knuckled their way through church, treatment, or life and secretly wondered, “What’s wrong with me that I can’t get this right?” We offers a fiercely compassionate reminder that your addiction grew out of pain, not defectiveness—and that by walking the steps with Jesus and with others, you can learn to live sober, honest, and deeply loved, one surrendered day at a time.​

Learn more about David Zailer and check out his compelling books and curriculum here. 

 

Courageous Conversations: Childhood Trauma, Faith, & Healing - Pt 1 (Ep. 181)

Courageous Conversations: Childhood Trauma, Faith, & Healing - Pt 1 (Ep. 181)

Listen and watch for an honest and compassionate conversation with author and recovery leader David Zailer as we explore the impact of childhood trauma and the long road toward healing.

David opens up about surviving sexual abuse within the church, growing up with a narcissistic parent, and carrying the emotional fallout of a deeply dysfunctional home. Together, we talk through the coping mechanisms he developed, the shame and confusion he carried for years, and how these early wounds helped shape his addiction.

We also dive into the realities of gaslighting, family dynamics, and that moment in recovery when Scripture and faith finally began to feel real. David shares how therapy, safe people, and spiritual awakening became turning points in his healing journey.

This episode is raw, hope-filled, and deeply relatable for anyone navigating their own recovery or supporting someone they love. It’s the first in a two-part series — with Part 2 focusing on the Christian 12 Steps and David’s book Our Journey Home.

The God Who Became Bread: A True Story of Starving, Feasting, and Feeding Others (Ep. 180)

The God Who Became Bread: A True Story of Starving, Feasting, & Feeding Others (Ep. 180).

Join us for this powerful episode of Genuine Life Recovery, with author and speaker Emily Wierenga, who nearly starved to death as a young girl but now feeds bodies and souls with the love of God. Emily shares her remarkable journey from battling anorexia and fear to finding healing, identity, and purpose through Christ.

As the author of The God Who Became Bread: A True Story of Starving, Feasting, and Feeding Others, Emily opens up about the moment God met her in a hospital room, the deep faith lessons she learned in Africa, and how those experiences led her to found The Lulu Tree, a nonprofit ministry serving mothers and children in Uganda and Sierra Leone.

Her story reminds us that God still works miracles — in our hearts, our families, and across the world. Through surrender, grace, and community, we can all learn what it means to be truly fed.

Learn more about Emily’s ministry and writing at www.emilywierenga.com. 

From Overdose to Encounter: How Jesus Met a Heroin Addict at IHOP – Adam Vibe Gunton’s Recovery Story (Ep. 180)

From Overdose to Encounter: How Jesus Met a Heroin Addict at IHOP – Adam Vibe Gunton’s Recovery Story (Ep. 180)

After years of heroin addiction, homelessness, and a near-fatal overdose caught on camera, Adam Vibe Gunton was out of options—until a supernatural encounter in an IHOP changed everything. In this episode of Genuine Life Recovery, I talk with Adam about his dramatic journey from despair to purpose, his powerful vision of Jesus, and how that moment set him free from addiction for good.

Adam now leads Recovered on Purpose, a national movement helping others share their stories, eliminate shame, and find lasting hope through faith and recovery. This raw and redemptive conversation dives deep into fentanyl’s deadly grip, the broken treatment system, and how God’s grace can reach anyone—no matter how far they’ve fallen.

About Adam’s Work:
Through Recovered on Purpose, Adam and his team provide a free 50-state resource guide for people seeking addiction treatment—especially those on or eligible for Medicaid. His for-profit agency, Behavioral Health Partners, helps ethical, mission-driven treatment centers grow and serve clients with excellence. Adam is also a partner in Radix Recovery, opening 68 new detox beds to help people begin their healing journey.

 

Recovery, Relationships, & Real Life with Josh and Heidi (Ep. 179)

Recovery, Relationships, & Real Life with Josh and Heidi (Ep. 179)

In this special episode of Genuine Life Recovery, I’m hanging out with my husband, Aaron, as we co-host an honest conversation with Josh and Heidi Case from The Sober Buzz Podcast. Since Aaron and I have been married in sobriety for nearly two decades, it was powerful to talk with another couple navigating marriage, recovery, and real life.

Josh and Heidi’s story is full of every emotion—roller-coaster highs and crushing lows. We talk about the pain of relapse, the lies we tell ourselves in addiction, and what it looks like to keep rebuilding even when everything seems broken. Heidi shares about her 18-year misdiagnosis with bipolar disorder, the devastating side effects of unnecessary treatments, and how her true healing began when she finally stepped away from the medications that masked her pain. Josh opens up about spending hundreds of thousands of dollars on rehab, trying geographical moves to escape his problems, and the breaking point that finally led him to lasting sobriety. 

Together we laugh, reflect, and talk about codependency, family dynamics, and the surprising joy of marriage in recovery.

👉 Learn more about Josh and Heidi at sober.buzz and check out their podcasts Sober.Buzz: Spreading the Good Buzz and Swarm Up.

Eating Disorders, Addiction & Hope: Living Between Sick and Well (Ep. 178)

Recovery isn’t always a straight line—and sometimes, real healing happens in the gray space between sickness and full recovery. In this episode of Genuine Life Recovery, we jump in with journalist, professor, and author Mallary Tenore Tarpley, whose powerful memoir Slip explores her journey through anorexia, binge eating, and the lifelong process of reclaiming health and identity.

Mallary opens up about losing her mother at a young age, how grief and control fueled her eating disorder, and why she now embraces what she calls the “middle place” in recovery—where slips and setbacks are not failures, but part of the healing process. Together, we discuss the overlap between eating disorders and addiction, the importance of vulnerability, and the daily practices that can help move us toward more recovery—even when it’s messy. 

Learn more about Mallary’s work, her book Slip, and her ongoing advocacy for those in recovery at mallarytenoretarpley.com